YSunday, September 25, 2005
喜欢你 但我不敢开口
我怕被拒绝 拒绝的感觉是很难受的
或许我一开口 我的一生就会改变
变成怎样 只有两个可能
和你在一起吗？这是一个很完美的结局
但有这个可能吗？我想应该没有吧
或许你们会说没试过，当然不会知道结果啊
那你们又有没有想过 如果我失败了
他不就会辟开我嘛 这也就说了
我和他的友情就因此这样地结束了
要和你喜欢的人在一起是一件很难的事
为何难呢？ 因为你喜欢的人未必喜欢你啊
不是吗？ 难道我喜欢你 你也会对我有同样的感觉吗？
如果真的有 一定要让我知道
因为我一定会答应和你在一起
能和你喜欢的人在一起是一种缘分
错过了这个缘分 你的生命里就少了一些欢笑与快乐
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YSaturday, September 24, 2005
while waiting for BQ to come my huz..i shall come in n write sumtink...oOOoo anyway yesterdae got back POA P2 ...erhx..results was bad? planning to get an A but is a gone case tink lerx...got 43/7o only..so i must get full marks for MCQ in order to get an A2 lohx...wad the hell....which is an impossible tink....so i can oni pray tat i can get hmMmm at least 17 marks in order to get a B4...hmMm hope can get 17 bahx...cuz if MCQ cant get 2o marks oso will get nag form Miss You de lohx..her expectations is get 25/3o...wth..so high lohx..summore sec 3 tat time Ngian din realli train us for our MCQ lohx..all he did was to make us do so mani Qns...all rite enuff of whining lerx...imma feelin famished lerx..and BQ is still not here ..hope she rmbs to buy my chicken rice..lolx gonna feel sick soon...havin headaches and flu this few weeks...and stomach is feelin bad too...arrgghhh my mind is not workin well too...on thurs when we got quarrantined..we played UNO ma..den it was my turn i was supposed to put green color card or the same number on it..but my mind kept tinkin of yellow color..so i kept puttin yellow card on it..haha i made tat mistakes twice summore..so can u see how bad is my brain now? after weeks of late night studying...my mind is realli not workin well animore...sad to say tat...well actualli imma doin acc right now..but my mind cant tink animore so i came up to blog for one entry hao lerx..hahaa yea gonna post my fav huBbY de photo up...hahaaa 
oOoOo..saw it?!? hAhaAzZ yAh tat's my faV iDoL..WiLbEr PaN..hAnDsOmE anD cUtE siA...anYwAy tiS piC wAs suPpOsEd tO hAb kUndA's faCe tOo buT juX cUt hiM oFf..Lolx...CuZ ttHiS eNtrY hAs gOt ntH tO dO wiTh kuNdA..hAahAa i sEeMs tO bE bAd..anYwAy baCk tO WiLbEr..sAdDen hE iS iN chiNa riTe nOw prOmOtInG hIs GAO SHOU's aLbuM...ErRhhx iT wAs reAlLi bAd cuZ a gEr wEnT tO 强吻 WilBer..WiLbEr sO kE LiAn..cuZ thEy wEre hAviN tIs fAnS aNd iDoL sEsSiOn mA..dEn 4 pPl wErE chOsEn tO pLaY gAmES witH hiM...dEn WiLbEr prEsEnT tHE pRiZe tO tHE gEr hU iS dA wiNnEr ..tHe gEr rEQuEsT tO tAkE piC witH WiLbEr uSinG hEr nOkiA hAndfOne..dEn WilBEr agReEd LoHx...dEn thE gEr wANtEd tO tAke a seConD shOt..WiLbEr diN sAY muCH juSt agReEd tO iT..whO knOws aFtEr tAkiNg tHe gEr aCtuAlly kIsS hIS cHEeK..wAh dEn wIlbEr gOt a shOck den hE lOokEd aT hiS mANaGer...kE LiaN lEhX mY wIlbEr..dEN aNoTHEr wAnteD tO cOmE uP anD kiSs WiLbEr aLSo..dEn WilBer stArTEd tO rUN arD tHE stAgE..hAhaa hE sO cutE lEhx...dEN hIS mAnaGer cAmE uP tO stOp alL tHe mESs LohX...Wei Bo 好可怜....tHe fiRsT GEr vErY 得寸进尺 LoHx ..WiLbEr aGrEeD tO tAkE piC witH hiM iS vErY goOd LErx lOhz..sHe stIlL liKe tAT..idiOt woMeN..summOrE sHe LoOkeD sO oLd lOhx...iF pOsSiBle i trY tO tAkE tHe piC frOm WEI ER BANG lert yOu AlL sEe...
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YoZ hO...teStiNg tryin to post a picture...can u see tis guy's piC...wHAaha onE oF mY LaO gOnGs haHAha...eDwiN SiU zHenG nAn..hAnDsOmE riGht??oF cuZ LaHx...aLthOu hE iS gOinG tO 3O lErx hE sTiLl LoOks YoUnG...hiS sOnGs qUiTe niCe aLsO...gOt tO knOe hIm tHrU "aQuA HerOEs" tHiS shOw..a niCe shOw aBt swiMmiNg dE..sO lEhX gOt tiMe yOu gUyS gO rEnt frOm sOmE tVb rEntAL shOp haO lErX...
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YWednesday, September 07, 2005
oH plEaSe...wad i said to her is "PrObAbLy beING wiTh hEr iS tHe oNlY tiNk i cAn sAiD" why dun u analysis the sentence rite now...does the sentence tells u tinks like "is cux of her being with u" ANALYSIS IT NOW...make it clear...i din said imma angry over her being with u or wad okie..imma jux tellin her being with u is the oni tink i can said...does it tell u anitink ? is NOT becuz her being with u is i SAID tat she being with u alrite...HEY and so wad even if i din see the guy be4 ? SO WHAT ? so what even if he is now ur guy ? does it matters to miie ? as if i give a damn to it...alrite mayb u tink i give a damn to it is becuz i dunhab a stead for 4 yrs okie ? let miie tell ya wad...findin a SUITABLE guy needs time...and let nature take its course...and right now to miie FRENS are more important..u may tink tat imma jealous becuz u got a bf but i dunhab ...but imma not...well if u dun blieve i hab got nth to say too....i jux wanna tell ya sumtink... being in a relationship gers is always on the losin side..and in relationship i realli tink tat u're innocent ...i analysis it from the kind of Qns YOU asked... i hab emphasised on YOU ...i dun wan u to say wad i make all these up...jux reflect on wad kinda Qns u hab asked okie...YUP so i tink u're innocent..jux BEWARE of the guys is the oni advice i will give to u ....the next tink is HAVING a bf DOESNT MEAN u cant flirt okie...havin a bf doesnt mean a ger wuldnt wan to get attentions from other guys...imma nt referin u abt tis sentence so make this clear...and betrayin ppl the oni tink i can said is IF u hab a clear conscience, DUN be scared abt wad ppl said ....if they wanna said let it be...as time goes by they will knoe the truth ...and wad does it gonna do with soo han and joshua ? hmMm does it mean the tinks u hab asked or told them ? seriously i dunno wad is happenin...mayb u and her will knoes abt it okie...and i dunno why joshua will called if it's realli nth...and SINCE WHEN DID I GO ARD TELLIN PPL ? just tell miie hu hab i told...TELL MIIE IF U HAB THE PROOF....TELL MIIE ...TELL MIIE STRAIGHT INTO MY FACE IF THERE IS ANY.... and u wan miie to put myself into ur shoes rite ? i will ..but tell ya wad..sumtimes i realli doubts ur words...i dunno if i shuld blieve or i shuldnt....why i doubts ur words ? is becuz sumtimes the tinks u said realli make NO sense and NO link...so HAPPY with MY responses ? if u're nt happy den too bad...cuz TAT'S MIIE ...i can be bitchy too...NO ONE is FLAWLESS...and for us to become back to frens of cuz we can...but not as "close" or "good"...of cuz we're still frens..u said mux treasure frens ard u de ma....
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YSunday, September 04, 2005
OmG.....i cant blieve u will tink dat i dun tok to sumone is becuz i got jealous over her toking to u....oH PLEASE....i dun tink u hab such a power sia....seriously i dun see the point of gettin over jealous beside she toks to u...do u tink i gib a damn to it...both of u wanna tok tok lohx...hu cares....and i dun tink is worth it oso...sigh u hab prob analysis-ing sentences sia...hmMm should i sign u up for tuition ? probably i need to but i dun hab the money wor..sadden...guess u hab to pay for the tuition urself...oH yA...knowing tat a guy fall for u when u guys just meet up for the firx time and jux one day...oh and the guy said he had never fall for a girl whom he jux met for a day and for the firx time...oH so sweet BUT i dun tink u hab tat power too...are u self praising again ? or did u make up the story urself ? well i can oso simply said tat a guy fall for miie when we jux met up for the firx time and oni in an hr time he fall for miie....oH gOd PLEASE...seriously i dun tink dere is such tinks...unless u looks like their x stead ? hmMm i guess no...nobody wants it to be tat way too...pHeW got so worked up...cant believe tat right now in tis modern world dere is still pplz self-praising....dun they tink it's hard for them to make up story and link them all up tog. ....seriously i dun tink u link them all up..u jux make up story and tell pplz....with NO LINK....okay i knoe everyone knoes abt it so i shuldnt said it any further...oH yA...why do u like to say so much craps to pplz when it's nt the truth...so u love setting up ur fren and betray them yea ? does it benefit u in any way ? or the benefit tat u get is da attentions da u can get from the guys ?cant believe u're so desperate for guys yea ? wun u feel guilty after doing all these despicable tinks ? after doing all these tinks u still dare to pretend like nth has happen...u even dare to tok to the person tat u hab harm...seriously i dunno wad shuld i said for these behaviour...cant u put urself in the victim's shoes and tink...? well if tat's the case den mayb all ur fren shuld do all these to u and see how wuld u feel ? well u will always said to treasure frenz around u ...so tat's the way u treasure ur frenz huhx ? well i jux wanna tell ya tat YES we shuld treasure our frenx BUT the tink we shuld consider to treasure a frenx is whether tat particular frenx worth ur trust ? if it's a no den why shuld we treasure them ? why dun u try treasuring a frenx who hab steal ur frenz ard u includin the one tat u love most whom u called UR BOIFREN....how's the taste of it ? isiz good ? ask urself den...
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YSaturday, September 03, 2005
well...you may wanna knoe why am i keeping a distance away from ya..flirting is one of the reason....seriously mayb u tink tat u're not..well i can oni said tat different ppl has different views....and no point changing..since we're graduating soon..dont change for the sake of miie yea? no use...mayb afterall our character dun suits each other...i dont realli like to mix around with guys...u do..u like being with guys ya? i prefer staying with girlfriends...as u knoe imma nt realli tat frenly and sociable as u do...i prefer being with frens tat imma being with now...if imma the one tat caused u nt to hab anione to be with right now..den i can oni said imma sorry...well i may hab been saying bad tinks abt u...well i knoe tis way of doing it is bitchy ..but that's miie...u cant change miie for wad imma...knowin miie for going to 4 yrs u shuld knoe wad kinda person imma....goosip is wad all gers will do...gossip-ing sumone dat they dislike is a sure tink...so tat's all i can said...as for other reasons dun wish to say....sayin it will be kinda hurtin...well if u wanna scold miie jux do it den...i wun mind...is not as if i hab nv said bad tinks abt anione be4...nobody is perfect yea...so do wadeva u wan de...just wanna tell u dat...if u saw my nick msg tat says " cant euu stop being bitchy !! probably being bitchy is da oni tink u can do" well imma not refering to u ..just referin to sumone else...if u wanna admit it den i hab nth to say....
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YFriday, September 02, 2005
Yoz came in to blog..wahahaha just watched finished the wan quan yu le....OMG WILBER IS SO CUTE>...his reaction very cute lehx...cant stand him sia...how can he be so cute de....hahahaa after watchin the wan yu feel so high sia..hahaha but there's one sad tink to announce....i left with $1 ++ nia...sobsob i eat n eat n eat..den left with no money...so sad...if i knoe i dun eat billy bombers firx ahx...all becuz of billy bombers now i left with no money...so sad...den i haben buy Wilber's Gao Shou Gai Ban de album...sadden cuz no money ma...i saved lerx but end up i used the money to buy food eat..hahaa sian ahx...den on 7 October 'o5 is the release of Kenji's new album... YEAAHAHHA haha but once again no money to buy...i must buy Wilber's Gao Shou firx be4 i buy Kenji de....Wilber's album is more important..wahahha lalalalaa....eEWwWw prelims are coming soon...gonna mug on studies lerx..no more slacking..no more procrastinatin...but it's impossible...haix...no mood to study worx...tml hab to wake up early to study oso..den summore still hab to go Bixian's huz lehx...her bdae on 3 Sept wor...now midnite lerz hor...wish BIXIAN HAPPY 17th BDAE...hahaa old liao ahx...dunno wad gift did my sis n biqi bought for her lehx...curious...i shared present with them...said until present hor...i owed my sis 1o bucks...sadden...see ..imma so poor...needa buy Wilber's Gao Shou...Kenji's album and still needa pay my sis 1o bucks...haix cant spend any money during holidays lerx...must rot at home study...dun go out in order to save money..one dae 1o bucks..hahaaa end here....
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