YSaturday, August 28, 2004
In this world no one is perfect..take a good looking guy as an example..even though he is good looking having so many girls goes crazy over him he is not perfect...he is so flirt and having attitude problem..this always happens to good looking guys and for beautiful girls..they are always so bitchy..they also thinks that they are very pretty and they can do whatever they want for example snatching their own friends' boyfriend...don't they feel guilty about it?Take Darren as an example..everybody may thinks he is perfect just because he got the looks...i will take Ming Jie's words as an example..there's once he said that Darren will be very perfect if he is more serious in his work he will be a perfect guy..but i think he is wrong..Darren is not as perfect as he think he is..he does flirts alot with girls and he does have an attitude problem but he doesn't always show it..So no one is perfect including good looking people..the world is fair..everybody has its own strengths and weakness and no body is perfect..you can only find a perfect person when you are in love..why is it so? because love is blind..
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YTuesday, August 24, 2004
today i damn du lan with Yan Ling ahz..recess time she didn't go recess with me i'm okie with it already becuz i'm used to it..she always pang seh ppl de ma..then when we line up in the hall that time Ms You asked a girl from 3/8 to stop talking..then she said my name..i don't mind because i know Ms You only remembers my name and she always mistaken Yan Ling as me so i don't mind..then when we walked out of the hall..Yan Ling walked towards me and said something lah i can't rmb..then Ee Jia asked me isiz i talk then i said no lohx i was studying my chinese lohx..then i said is Yan Ling who is the one talking lohx and Ms You always mistaken her as me..then she kept denied said she was just using her finger to write on the book to talk to Regina..then when i went back to class,Micheline and Wan Yee both were like find Yan Ling very fake lohx..Wan Yee was sitting right in front of Yan Ling and she heard Yan Ling talking and she still dares to deny...fuck her lohx..the more i look at her the more i hate her lohx..when she talked to me she was like mocking at me lohx..she damn fake lohx..then ah in class i didn't talk to her lohx and i don't feel like talking to her also..after school Liling and i went to the canteen to have lunch and we talked about it..she also find Yan Ling very fake lohx..then Liling told me that Yan Ling told Regina that she didn't hang out with me that much becuz she thinks that i always go with Wan Yee and she scared that she will feel extra...pls lah what kind of excuses is this..can't she find a better excuse than this..when Liling asked Regina if Yan Ling and her very close she said NO and she said she just want to be with Shi Hui only..so after all is Yan Ling thinks that she herself and Regina very close...want to act that she and Regina very close...pls lah you're not lohx..you think you very close to everyone isiz..then everytime want to be so close to the guys...pls lah can you look at the mirror before you do anything that is related to guys?then after that Jiang Hua came to join us also..and we talked about her also..actually YL is not pretty at all or should i said average looking or worse than that?you just find out yourself and you judge if she is pretty...so fucked up with her nowadays..wanna act only..do you know that your acting skills really SUCKs..YOU ARE SO FAKE YOU BITCH...thought that you are a nice friend but when i got to know you better you're someone who will pang seh friend when you found a new friend..likes to act good in front of the guys...only go out with good looking guys..always thinks that she is very close to everyone especially the guys and she understand them alot but you're wrong..she is not she THINKS it that way only...then her skirt so short still wanna said Ee Jia's skirt short..her legs not nice at all lohx fat fat one at least Ee Jia's leg is normal lohx..still dare to wear until so short..then go out that time everytime wear those short short skirt..ehz..you think your leg very nice isiz..go take a photo of it and look it yourself lahx..hmMm feeling much more better right now after relieving all my anger here...
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YMonday, August 23, 2004
yeAhz..today i didn't have to go to school with her..so happy...yUpx..i got back my POA test and i got 29 over 39 and i'm going to add 3 more marks..hehee and i'm going to get 32...not bad right?so happy..then today the floorball game very fun man...today i really enjoyed myself because i exchanged my shoes with Yee Leng...then played until i so smelly..lOlx..during recess time i didn't went to eat with YL because she said want to sleep...sleep si ta ah..i don't think that's the main reason lohx..then Wan Yee and Micheline told me that before i went out of the class she looked at me..anyway who cares..everytime pang seh me..then didn't really talk much to her also..Yupz today we got back our SS test paper..in our class there's only 8 ppl pass..Cool huhz..having 41 ppl in our class and only 8 ppl pass...after school i continued to do the SS test corrections becuz have to hand in today ma..then so until halfway YL they all asked me if i want to eat and i went with them..after YL eat finished she went off first..then when i'm going to leave i talked to Liling and Regina...Regina apologised to me because of what had happened on Saturday..but come on is not her fault at all..YL is the one who is at wrong she didn't even apologised so f up with her..Regina like blaming herself like that but the fact is YL is at fault..she should be responsible for all the things..she should at least msg me or give me a call but she didn't.she only called me and msged me when i missed call her..don't you think is too much...don't think she got lots of ex stead i scared of her ahz..then doing after school when i'm doing POA she came to my desk and looked at me and then i was a bit bu shuang also..she talked for awhile and went off..then after awhile she told me that she needs to go off first..i didn't even look at hre i just waved bye to her and that's it..yah i think that's all for today i need to study for my chinese already..buaiz..
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YSaturday, August 21, 2004
Today my day seems to be so unlucky..woke up early in the morning wanted to study social studies but i don't have the mood to do so..so i went to bathe...bathed until halfway i saw a spider..then i stand closer to the door to bathe so xin ku ...then bathed finished i quickly wrapped myself with the towel not even drying myself..so i went to the basin to squeeze the water out form my hair..then a saw a cockroach...OMG and i screamed and ran into the room..i woke my sister up so that she can kill the cockroach for me..hehee after she killed the cockroach,i told her that the bathroom got spider so must be careful..after she went to the bathroom to take a look you know what she told me? She said the spider is dead..i was like aaAARrRrgGgGhHH made me bathe until do xin ku...then after that i rushed to school for the social studies test..reached the classroom at 9.25 and they were all putting their bags in front of the classroom also..sad ah cant even see the book again..and i think i will fail the test badly..i prepared to get scolding from Mr Ooi becuz he expects us to get at least 15 marks and above..but come on la i have never pass my SS test before since i entered sec 3..so sianz..then today after school i thought there was mentoring becuz on wednesday Ms You called me and said that there might be mentoring at 2 and we have changed our mentor to Wilson..then after the test..YL got out of the class and i asked her where is she going becuz we will be having mentoring together later..she told me she went downstairs..and after i packed my bag i went down to 3/5 classroom becuz i thought she will go and find Rachel and tell her that there will be mentoring today at 2..then Rachel and I went around the school to find YL we even waited her outside the school...then gave her a call she didn't answer..so we just wait and wait and wait..after a long time i got 2 missed call from her so i called her back and you know what she told me...i was so f up you know..she said she was at orchard with Regina and asked me if i'm with Linda and she told me not to tell Linda that Regina and her were together...so f up you know..waited for her for so long and she told me she at orchard...dont you think she is too much?firstly she told me she went downstairs and i asked her where she just said downstairs and went off...went to find her she went to orchard happily with Regina..damn fucked up with her...i will sure give her attitude problem this few days one..too bad for her who asked her not to tell me where she is going and went to orchard happily...like to pang seh friends when she found a new friend...so suck having this kind of friend...Rachel was very angry with her also...so we walked out of school and called Liling to meet her up..on the way out we saw Jay and Rachel complained everything to him..lolx so cute..then after that we went to PS to eat lunch after that we went to City Link.Liling and i bought the same pencil case[Happy House]...then went to Suntec City to walk and after that we walked to the mrt station to send Rachel off becuz she needs to go back to school to meet Jay..then Liling came to my house to study and she went home at evening time..i went to Great World City to eat dinner....after eating my parents,my aunt and i went to the Guardian to shop for our daily needs...hehee after that we went home..and here i am blogging in to tell you what had happened today..
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YThursday, August 19, 2004
Why girls nowadays are so desperate for a stead?Is it very important to have a stead by their
side all the time?Don't they think they are kind of bitchy for having another stead after they just broke up with their boyfriend?Don't they have a sense of shame?Changing stead month after month ain't they sick of love?Only loves to hang out with good looking guys don't they think they're too much?When you yourself is not a beautiful girl that everyone is after why do you want to hang out with good looking guys?Does it mean you can show off to the girls in the street that you know those good looking guys,always hang out with them and you are very close to them?Come on if you really have this kind of thinking YOU'RE WRONG..and do you think all the girls in the street care?Good looking guys is also equals to bad guys.Have you ever found a good looking guy who is not a flirt and doesn't have an attitude problem?My answer is NO.I would think that most of the average looking guys are far much better than them.When you don't really got the looks,your expectations of guys should not be so high because you can never get what you want.Even if you're able to get it,you will not be happy because this is not a true love.All you want from your partner is just LOOKS other than that i don't think you can get anything out of it.
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YWednesday, August 18, 2004
today my mood is really very bad..the whole day i was like very quiet didn't really talk..today i also didn't talk much to YL only during recess time i was with her other than that i wasn't with her or talking to her...is like this few days i was so unhappy with her...then after school went to the second floor to do my work and accompanied Liling and Christin came along with us too...then we were gossiping and helping Liling to think of what to write for her 3ooo-words essay..then saw Ms Lau..she is still so beautiful...i miss her alot man she is so sweet and i love her eyes the most...so watery..hehee then i think the band finished then saw the stupid lan jiao face..then she was like so surprised why was Liling here...then i dont care about and continued with my work..then she asked me if i'm going home i just said no becuz i DONT WANNA go home with her...seeing her my day will be so unlucky...yucks.. just ate Mcdonald with Liling..so full sia..ya lahz.. i think i want to go study le..buaiz ..
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YTuesday, August 17, 2004
haix..today i felt so frustrated..feel like venting all my frustrations on YL but i didn't..during math period Mr Ho did not come so a relief teacher came in..not having any work to do Mich,WY and I were talking about SH and YL..just saying out what we don't like about them..is quite true that sometimes SH is very fake..like wanting to act kind to let people see the good side of her..i feel like aAaAarRrRrrGgGgHHh vent my frustrations on her..sometimes the more i see her the more i feel like killing her man..haix don't why become like that also..is like i find this class,the more i stay in this class the more ppl i see bu shuang.They seems to be so fake and sometimes i just can't stand it..when YL told me that she dislikes SH,i was wondering "isiz true ? you seems to be hanging out with her everyday after school and you seems to be very happy being with her." Sometimes i also don't like YL becuz she will give me attitude and she is quite despo for a stead also lohx..is like can't live without stead..after she broke up with her stead maybe a few weeks or less than 6 months she can find a new stead already...sometimes very du lan her la..guess the person that i can get along well nowadays are WY,LL and maybe Mich..Oh ya today the english CA is difficult...i don't think i can pass man..i really must buck up on my english if not i will fail my final year and retain..oh god i don't want that to happen to me man..pray hard..guess from now till end of year i have to study everyday in order to pass my examinations well..wish me good luck..
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YMonday, August 16, 2004
hmMm today just got back our physic test paper..i got 11 over 25...so sian one everytime fail by one and a half marks..yupx..today didn't really pay attention in class lah..no mood to listen just sit down there and sing jay chou's song with wan yee..hehee.. hmMm i think nowadays i see SH bu shuang..everytime see her like want to vent my frustrations on her but of course i didn't la..how can i do that to my classmate lehx..then after school went to the canteen to eat my lunch..so sian today saw her lan jiao face..see liao also very bu shuang like want to slap her like that..then i purposely don't want to look at her and went to talk to Liling..hehee then talk talk talk..Yan Ling,Zhi Xian and Hans came..they thought of organising a class outing for 2/6 but no one wants to be the organiser..Lolx..of course la..being an organiser veyr troublesome one lehx..then hor the stupid Hans went to called the lan jiao face to sit with us..then no one talks to her..wahaha ehz i know i evil lahz..but i really see her damn bu shuang lohx..is not as if i want one what..before i leave she even asked me if i'm going home..so FAN one ah her..as if can't go home alone like that...so dependent and rely on others..all her jokes are cold and lame and she doesn't know how to entertain pple also..listen to all her craps you will sure feel damn bored..and you will feel like sleeping one..lucky i'm in a different class with her this year...THANK GOD.. hmMm hope i doesn't get into the same polytechnic as her man..i wish it will NEVER HAPPEN.. hope i will lose contact with her..hehee..yUpz today is the first day of the Ghost Festival too..dAnGerOuS wOr..so everyday must come home early so that nothing will happen to you..gotta go.. buAiz.. ~wPwBmY~
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YSunday, August 15, 2004
Yesterday i went to BiQi's house to stay overnight..hmMm almost the whole night we were watching teevEe...the show at SCV ch48 very nice lehx..especially the K-1oo...then i saw the Ron[a hOng kOng aCtOr..],he so handsome...hehee then at night we watched a show got Zhang Zhi Lin one..aiyo that show very sad lehx..how can main actor die one..the director so da bian one..then after that we watch the -yuAn.wAnG.shU- at ch8...aiyO Edison so coOl and cute sia...wAh lAu he and the girl kiss sia so jealous..being an actress also not bad sia..can kiss and hug handsome guys..hehee then after the show then i went to sleep liao because the korean show not nice de..so don't feel like watching it...Wow..today i eat until very full sia..got bBq at BiQi's house..eat OtAh , bIg And fAt prAwn , cHiCkEn wiNg and fiSh sOuP..niCe niCe..after that went to OG to shOp shOp...bOugHt nEw brAs aNd a fEw pEns..the cheapest pen that i ever bought cost 35 cents..cheap hor ? nice to write and is so cheap..so worth it..hehee guess will write until here ba.. ~MeiYu~
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YSaturday, August 14, 2004
WilBer xiAo dE sHi hOu..hEhEe cUtE hOr..tHe firST piC hOrx hE iS thE OnE oN thE rIgHt[wItH tHe mOuSsE sHiRt] aNd tHe OnE bEsiDe hiM iS hIs brOtHer... 
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YFriday, August 13, 2004
On wednesday night , i went to my parents' room to watch tv..while watching tv i flipped through the chinese newspaper[sunday newspaper(8 August'o4) which was on the bed.I flipped to a page and i saw WILBER !!! Of course out of curiosity , i read the newspaper and see what the reporter has written...the more i read the newspaper the more upset i am..you know why?Because the reporter wrote that "Wilber went to kiss the girl's cheek" and when i saw that i was screaming like hell and my parents scolded me crazy..During the concert,Wilber hugged that girl i'm already very sad and at the end of the song he even went to kiss the girl..so i didn't see wrongly when i watched -wAn QuAn Yu Le- early in the afternoon[i only got to know it when i watched -wAn QuAn Yu Le-,becuz during concert that time he was at the right side of the stage and i was so called in the middle seat so i cant see clearly]..and i saw him kissing the girl's cheek..so my eyes wasn't that cock afterall...then i went to called Liling[she is one of the Wilber's fans]...and told her all about it..she was just like me..very angry...cuz both of us really likes Wilber alot..both of us were like very sad and we got no mood to do our work anymore..and somemore the next day i still have oral presentation and i didn't prepare anything for it...sad ahx...then the next day i went to school and i kept complaining to my friends..hehee Yesterday,when i got back my chemistry test paper i was so f up you know...i lost 4 marks just because of the stupid careless mistakes that i have made...and i flunk my test by one and a half marks...so sad.. because i know that i will not pass my physic test and if i don't pass my chem,my overall marks will fail...SAD AhHhhh...so i have learnt my lesson to be more careful next time...haix...haO bA write until here le buAiz buAix... ~mEiYu.LoVes.WilBer~ ^_*
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YWednesday, August 11, 2004
well..right now i feel so bored..so i just log in to blog..hmMm guess i will said things about Wilber and Shan Wei the COOLPLAY concert because i really miss that day..well bascially early in the morning i woke up and went out at 12pm to meet my friends at orchard library to study and do some homework...hmMm den left the library at 4.30pm to go home and bathe so that i will smell nice when i'm at the concert..hehee yupz..den i meet my friend ,Liling at the bukit merah interchange..den i waited for her for half an hour..just because of the stupid 851 bus was so slow..then we quickly walked to the hawker centre to eat our dinner and off we go to the Singapore Indoor Stadium..we waited for the bus 16 for about 10 mins i guess...then the bus damn slow and there's traffic jam..made me feel so anixious..then we dropped off near the lavander mrt station bus stop..and we walked and walked and walked and hailed for a cab...then we asked the uncle to drive faster because we're going to be late for our concert already..then we reached Singapore Indoor Stadium on time..got off the cab and entered the stadium..i walked happily to my seat and i saw a can of drink(i-sport)...i thought it was meant for me to drink..but when i took it up it was so light and that's beans or whatever things inside..then i found out that it was meant for the concert..hehee..then the concert started at 8.30pm..then the concert started le..OMG when i saw them on the big screen,i was like "OMG i don't believe i went to his concert"..yUpz..then of course i got very high when i saw Wilber , he is so cute man !!! Yupz..then they sang songs..the part when Wilber sang "Kiss me 123" i got so f up man..when he sang way..then a girl from the Pan Shuai Bang fanclub APPEARED..then the Wilber went to hold her hand[WAH LAU I DAMN JEALOUS YOU KNOW ANOT??I CANT EVEN TOUCH HIM] okie nvm..i calmed down..then suddenly he got out a box..and he gave it to the girl and he said"This necklace is for you." Then i was like KAO HOW CAN LIKE THAT ONE?? nvm..then he put on the necklace for her..and he asked the girl if she will ever forget 7 August 2oo4 this day..of course the girl will said NO right..okie nvmz...then if i didn't remembered wrongly...at THIS MOMENT , my heart break man...WILBER WENT TO HUG HER...at the same time i am VERY JEALOUS , envy of her because Wilber hug her ma.. and KINDA ANGRY also la..becuz i'm wondering why must they get a person from the fanclub..don't they think is very unfair to the rest of the people who are not from the fanclub ? then nvm..WIlber continued to sing the song..this time round he sang it right in front of her face and his hand was like wanna touch her face but of course he didn't touch la..then after he sang finished the song ..i think he hugged the girl again or didn't hug...i'm not very sure..of course i hope HE DIDN"T HUG THE GIRL la..i would rather he HUG ME..hehee i know is kind of thick-skinned la..but come on if you're his fan , of course you will wish that he will hug you right ?yUpz..then after some songs..they showed us the pictures of Shan Wei and Wilber when they are still a kid..Wilber look SO CUTE !!! -kan le wo de heart melt ahz..- hmMm then Shan Wei look very funny when he was around 2o or older than that..i laughed like hell man..it was so funny..yUpz..then Wilber sang "Right Here Waiting For You" mixed with one of his songs but i cant remembered what's the title..he sang halfway through..he cried you know..i was like so sad..want to tell him not to cry..and like wanna sayang him la but of course i cant and i dont think i have the right to do so too..then ENERGY and STELLA brought out a cake for them..and the cake was like SO BIG..envy them sia..after their wishes ENERGY and STELLA sang their songs..i wil lnot go into details about the special guest la..cuz i not very interested in them so didnt really pay much attention to them la but i got cheer for them la..hmMm Wilber and Shan Wei sang each other songs..then they sang songs together..so cute...when Wilber and Shan Wei sing the "gao se me gui" Wilber went to learn the dance steps..he dances until VERY CUTE..then that's one song Wilber use an umbrella for his dance...he dance until DAMN CUTE..love him so much..hehee yupz..then the concert is something like that lahz.. anyway all the things i said are not really in sequence la..hmMm then i hope that they will publish a VCD of the COOLPLAY concert and i will buy it to watch again..hehee too in love with him le..then after the concert went to kbOx at cine and watch movie[OMG the movie sucks man..only got 2 of my friends and i in the theatre..then i fell asleep while watching the movie] then went to eat breakfast and went home..and that's all about the things that i did on 7 and 8 August 'o4.. ~msz`WilBer~ and lastly i hope that his 3rd album will be out in the store as soon as possible..and he will come to Singapore to promote his album and i will get to see him again..heheez..
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ellox...ehz jux woke up from my nap..*yAwnz* hmMm jux now watch the wAn QuAn yU le..den a bit sad lohx..cuz ah they got show a bit of the coolplay concert ma...den i saw the part whereby wilber went to hug dat ger..i tink tis time i saw him like wanna kiss dat ger like dat...mayb my eyes got problem la..of cuz i hope dat wilber DIN hug her lohx..sad lehx...i'm still wondering why mux it be a fanclub member up dere...if i knoe ahz..i join fanclub le lohx...so unfair de.. =(
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